This was posted over 24 years ago; my opinions, thoughts, attitude, and writing style may have evolved since then, and this post might have been different if it were to be posted today.
i probably should have gone to do something else instead of staying in #4tt last night… at the very least i could have left the chat and dropped back in later… part of the conversation in there was exactly what i myself was trying to avoid by not going to my bench downtown to listen to my inner monologue… ;_;
…and i have nobody to blame but myself. ;_;