This was posted over 21 years ago; my opinions, thoughts, attitude, and writing style may have evolved since then, and this post might have been different if it were to be posted today.
if i wasn’t so stupid and lazy and procrastinatory and didn’t have to work all the damn long day i’d have had my computer programming project (that was due at midnight LAST night) finished. alas, it still is not yet complete. >_<;;; and it's all squarely my fault. dammit.